MY FINAL ENTRY: BREE-ANN GITTENS

Sadly, my twenties are coming to a close. It’s been a roller coaster ride and a nightmare. A journey full of promises, reality checks, mental breakdowns, ruts, small victories, good times and not archived adulthood. Being a late millennial woman born in 1995, I have Gen Z tendencies because I'm young. The experience of leaving college was a rude awakening and a reminder that you are responsible for your own life and nobody cares about you.


It was a journey to clarity at 29 years old. I found clarity and it took me 9 years to find what I needed. There was no book, manual, advice, tools, or person to help me. It was me showing up, letting go of everything and living my life. I was waiting for my life to start but I had to change. It was important for me to be content with what I had, and to be free from the pressures of adulthood. I live an untraditional lifestyle. I will be writing my own playbook. Living in Canada taught me that you are on your own and it is your responsibility. 

My clarity is working for myself full-time, traveling, funding my lifestyle, long-term singleness and family planning.  


Change is something I embrace more and more as I become older. Change is a tool and direction in your life. Today's climate is constantly changing and adapting to it. It's not easy being an adult when everything is changing around you. A sign of change is that you want more than that when it starts. I see change as something that holds values. I am changing my life because I am working every day. Change is now part of my lifestyle I live my life on my own terms and I need to change constantly and embrace the new change of being in the unknown.


My return to myself had happened at the most unexpected time. It felt like I was back to being me. I could feel it in my body and watch it happen through my eyes. It was like I was coming back to myself. I don't have to impress anybody anymore and I can be my wired self. Life will test you and it will knock you off course. My romantic life cost me who I was. It took me a year and a half to come back to myself. I was letting the situation destroy me. Then I realized I'm an amazing person and I can see that. I know myself and I love myself. Being yourself is everything. I welcome the new me and my new outlook. I felt so much better when my mind, body, and soul were all in harmony again.


PS. I'M A NEW PERSON NOW. 




FINAL NOTES: Saying Goodbye to my twenties

It's time to say goodbye to my twenties and my life is not what I want it to be. I choose myself and I choose to live my life with less money but managed. I falling deeply in love with myself. 

We final got ad sense and wish me luck. Love you all, thank you for the support.