The kind of job I want isn't available to someone like me. I am capable of working but have been sidelined on the bench, that's where I'm currently sitting. I live in Canada and our careers are a fantasy dream. The job market in Canada is trash and level entry jobs are disappearing Canada lacks opportunities for career growth for some people of colour. I'm not thriving in the country I was born in. Being a Canadian citizen is like having a target on your back. 

The Canadian market for jobs is cooked. Few years ago everybody was saying that Canada needed workers and now nobody can get a job. TikTok video on topics like the job market, employment and looking for job going viral now because of the state of the world. Layoff season is every day on social media starting in 2024 and now. Being a level entry worker is not easy and it takes long to get started. I personally tried a lot of things to level up but it never worked. My goal is to become an entrepreneur and take advice about the internet. Never would I want to build someone else's dream again. Canada is all about how everyone has money and doesn't have money. That's really focused now. 

I have never been hired in my field which makes me careerless in Canada. I will never have a corporate job in an office. All those dreams have died. As a result, I became a struggling Canadian creative. I'm starting to think outside the box. Making tough decisions is coming. Currently living in Canada, everything is so uncertain. I don't know what to do anymore. Being a careerless person and getting out of the rat race is my dream at this point. I will be taking odd jobs as a struggling entrepreneur Getting in is impossible and I will not waste the rest of my life. Having a career is not the end goal like it used to be. Now, I want autonomy in everything.