ALMOST 30 PROJECT - SOUL SEARCHING - JAN-FEB-MAR 2025

The first three months of almost 30 have officially ended. I have an update. Soul searching was my job. Reflections on my life, youth, and aging. I have embraced change as part of living but losing my twenties is a completely different experience.

In the past, I had always been able to turn to my twenty-something to say I'm exploding. These days are done now. I should be somewhere now but I'm not. I choose to live my life as untraditional and society's rules do not apply anymore. I prefer to live than stress about how the world, life, money, and people affect me. I want to be proud of what I have done to make me happy.

Letting go means giving up is a term I like. I'm okay with the fact that my life won't be the life I wanted. I didn't know anything but I was willing to learn. What's supposed to happen to me in the future? I don't know anymore. I'm just trusting the process. Living is my truth is the only thing I need right now.